There's some knowing and not knowing happening in John 13.
Jesus knew his hour had come (13:1). He also knew "the Father had given all things into his hands and that he had come from God and was going to God" (13:3). Peter didn't know what Jesus was doing washing the disciples' feet. But Jesus knew which disciple would soon betray him. After the foot washing, the Lord asked the disciples, "Do you know what I have done to you" (13:12)? Finally, blessings come to those who "do" the things they know Jesus taught them.
I'm going to give the disciples a little more credit than we tend to in this story. At least Peter, since he's the one mentioned. Jesus has had time to reflect on the outcome of his ministry. He understood what things were probably going to happen leading up to his "hour." That hour, of course, isn't a specific time. It's an event. And Jesus had spent time in prayer about all this. He had reflected on what this would mean for himself and even his disciples.
Peter hadn't. This was all still so new to him. Yes, Jesus had taught the disciples about this hour. But they didn't understand him. Or they misunderstood him. Can you blame them for not getting that someone was going to die and pop out of a grave?
Perhaps they understood a little more when Jesus washed their feet. At least they had a lesson that would stick with them. But we know later they would fully understand all Jesus taught them.
I'm reflecting on our later. How many things have we learned from the Bible that we didn't understand in the moment? We heard something we thought was important, but that didn't mean it made complete sense. It wasn't until later, through prayer and reflection, that things became clear. While there are some lessons you'll learn quickly, there are many more that won't connect for a while. Be patient with yourself and excited about what else you might learn later.
Stay blessed...john |
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