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Google Voice moments

Google Voice did me wrong this morning. I was easing into the day with my inbox open, scrolling through messages I’d ignored for a few days. Nothing urgent. It's a Friday morning, after all. Then I saw it. An email from Google Voice. Apparently, my number was about to expire. “Use it or lose it,” basically. I almost laughed. Even my phone number needs attention now. So I clicked the link and logged in, ready to make a quick call just to keep it alive. The screen loaded. Right beneath my number, neat and casual, as if it were doing me a favor, Google offered suggestions of people I might want to call. The first name stopped me. My grandmother. The second one hit harder. My sister. For a split second, it felt normal. Like I could just tap their names and hear their voices ring through the speaker. Like nothing had changed. Like time hadn’t moved. But time has moved. They’re no longer with us. And there I was, just trying to keep a phone number active, when an algorithm casually hande...
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There is a way

  Micah 6:6-8 Listen to today's devotional We live in a world that loves false dilemmas. It's either justice or mercy. Truth or love. Either faithfulness to God or survival in a rough, complicated world. And when our choices feel impossible like that, we're tempted to shrug and say, “There’s just no way.” Well, there is. Today, let's take our cue from the prophet Micah. He says, “He has told you, O mortal, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, love kindness, and walk humbly with your God?” Notice that Micah doesn’t give us an escape plan we might be looking for. He doesn’t lower the bar of holiness or spiritualize problems away. He simply says: This is the way. Justice, then, is not optional, even when systems are stacked against you. Kindness is not weakness, even when cruelty feels efficient, popular, and necessary. Humility is not passivity, even when pride and power are tempting a different way. Be sure, God’s way is demanding. But G...

Trouble's not in charge

  Psalm 34:4-6 Listen to today's devotional Trouble is not shy, so it has no problem announcing itself loudly. It's like an aggravating visitor that doesn’t knock. It barges in uninvited and then tries to take over. I'm sure you know what this looks like. It's when bills stack up or a diagnoses changes your life. Or maybe trouble fractures your relationships. The psalmist writing Psalm 34 would understand all that. He doesn't pretend trouble isn’t real. Instead, he says, “This poor soul cried and was heard by the Lord and was saved from every trouble." I'm sure you noticed that he didn't say trouble didn’t come. What he said was that trouble didn’t get the best of him. There’s a difference between trouble showing up and trouble taking control. One is unavoidable. The other is a surrender we don't have to make. The psalmist writes as someone who knew fear in his bones. He had enemies, uncertainty, and moments where making it through every day felt li...

Bad company

  1 Corinthians 15:29-34 Listen to today's devotional When we hear bad company, most of us picture people like friends, coworkers, or certain relationships that pull us in the wrong direction. And yes, that can be what Paul meant in 1 Corinthians 15. But I'll add that the bad-company warning should go deeper than who you sit next to. It reaches into what you let speak to you. In that sense, bad company isn’t just people you know. It’s the voices, narratives, and assumptions you allow to influence your thinking. It’s the constant drip of cynicism that says hope is naïve. It’s the outrage cycle that trains us to see enemies before neighbors. And it’s the quiet lie that says God may be loving, but not really trustworthy, or God is present, but not so much powerful. Consider this. We don’t become what we believe overnight. We become what we listen to repeatedly. Paul writes this to a church wrestling with false ideas about resurrection and hope. The danger wasn’t only immoral behav...

Fog it up!

I know I'm supposed to be against fog machines in church.  But it's almost Transfiguration Sunday. And what's so bad about experiencing worship?  Don't ask what got into me, but I wrote Sunday's sermon on Monday morning. That's the upcoming Sunday on the previous Monday, not the other way around. As I was reading and writing, I kept thinking about the cloud that covered Jesus and his disciples.  I've seen pastors use cheap mountain top backdrops. Some bring ladders to worship to talk about mountain-top experiences. And I know the preaching world if full of corny mountain-climbing illustrations.  So, what's wrong with a fog machine? I mean, if I was Catholic or Eastern Orthodox, wouldn't I be used to smoke in worship? Stay blessed...john

Strength under construction

  James 1:2-4 Listen to today's devotional The book of James says something that sounds almost irresponsible at first: “Whenever you face various trials, consider it all joy” Wow! He didn't say after the trial. Not once it all makes sense. But when you’re in the thick of it. I don't imagine most people struggle with faith when things are easy. It's when faith gets tested that things begin to get shaky. It's when there remain unanswered prayers, slow healing, or seasons when things just don't seem to work out at all. James doesn’t deny the pain of those moments. But there is necessary reframing to better understand how we walk through them. What if we think of trials not as interruptions to God’s work? After all, the Lord is not overwhelmed by pressing matters. So, how does seeing our trials as part of the means of God's work change our perspective? James reminds us that testing produces perseverance, and perseverance is shaping something deeper than our comf...

Where my page has taken me

I started posting memes I find and create on a Facebook page I made several years ago. Initially, I would post them on my personal page, but then I thought that would be too much. Plus, I liked being able to schedule posts. In the time I've had that page, I've never used it to scroll. I'm not a good Facebook user, I suppose. As you can tell, I'm not a good publicist or advertiser. Some time ago, I took advice from someone who said to engage other parts of Facebook world through the page. At the time, the page followed sports-related accounts, 80s and 90s themed pages, plus a few creators whose work I've appreciated over the years. To revamp the page, I started following more Bible and faith-related accounts. Some were specific groups I know. Most were generic Christian pages. Fast forward to last week.  I decided to scroll a bit through the page again. I noticed there was a lot of stuff that came up that wasn't really my jam. The kind of politics, faith takes, a...